Waiting is a Must.

One night I ask God a favor, I begged Him to let me and my the Guy He chose for me to meet in our dreams. (Funny right? but it happens..) Sadly, God’s will is different. So when I woke up, I was disappointed and asked Him, I grabbed my Bible under my pillow and close my eyes, said a short prayer and open the Bible at once! ta daaa! My life verse popped out and reminded of how sweet waiting is… Romans 8:25. :)) All I did was to smile and thank the Lord for reminding me of what I Stand and I Believe. :)

Obviously, I have to wait. Anyways, waiting my penguin still excites me. :)

Encountering GOD...is @#$%$%)&^%!!!

Whoa!!! How should I start this?? Encountering God is something I CAN"T EXPLAIN. Everytime na maalala ko ang December 19 I coudn't help myself but smile and sometimes cry.

Literally speaking, I encountered God. He, the Mighty Lord showed whom He was to a sinful human like me and to the rest of my EGR classmates.It was a moment of overflowing power of the Holy spirit and I spoke words I don't understand myself, yes!!!, the gift of  tounges.Would you believe that?? I can't say anything more. but this I assure, your life will be changed.

Ang buhay ko punong puno ng Grace ni God na hindi ko man lang napansin ng maraming taon sa buhay ko.Hindi ko man lang napasalamatan ang Diyos na sa araw araw na pag tulog ko ay may maayos na kama akong hinihigaan at sa pag gising ko ay hindi ko inaalala kung ako ba ay may kakainin pa sa araw na iyon. God has provided everything I needed in my life.Binigay ni Lord ang mga bagay na hindi ko deserve ng walang alinlangan at walang hinihinging kapalit. Now is the time to make a difference for the Lord. It is my time to repay all the goodness I continue to receive. To God be the Glory.

Hallelujah!! to the sweetest man I've ever known.

falling INLOVE..

Oh how sweet I perceived the word L-o-v-e. I am idealistic and proud of it. I believe in happy endings. I believe that like Juliet, I have my very own Romeo. Like Bella I have my stanning Edward. I believe that my perfect Penguin is out there.

I've been inlove once, only once on my 19 years here on earth but unfortunately it didn't work out for us. Actually I'm not sure if its love, but it lasted for few years before I can say that it's over. That was few years ago before I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior.

Our big Dad thought me to be patient when it comes to love. Although, honestly.. sometimes i feel that im tired of being alone. hahaha. Love is patient. That's how I look at it. I may get attracted to somebody but I've learned to guard my heart. It's so HARD to control emotions that's I am very thankful for the gift of CONTROL.

Nowadays,  I just turn my attention unto Penguin stuffs. Penguins are one of the sweetest animal. When they find love, they will stick to it... faithfully. They have a fascinating life. True love, that's the word.

They say that in love nothings permanent, honestly even my insights changes. Why???  because right now I dont believe in happy endings cause true love never ends. :D  and there is one PERMANENT LOVE I know. The love of GOD. Praise You Jesus!!

IM INLOVE... WITH GOD. He issweeter than Romeo and a lot more stanning than Edward. And by the way, He is the one who will lead my Penguin to my life.

Indescribable God

God is truely indescribable. No words can define Him. Your power can't be measured. Your love is never ending.

Last october 31 was a wonderful day to remember. Everyone was saying the name of Jesus. Eveyone was crying. The Holy Spirit is within the hearts of everyone. 

Technically speaking I am a new Christian, that's why Im trying the best that I can to attend church every sunday. But I guess was I put on a test that day of october. I had to babysit my niece and I have to choose if I will go to church and leave Sharlyn with the baby or I will sacrifice and let Sharlyn attend. I was really distracted by that, I want to go badly. Good thing Mommy Emmy called and advised me to take Cali (my niece) with us. At first I thought that it was a really bad idea. It's not easy to take care of  a four month old baby outside your home. She keeps on crying you know. But in the end, we headed to the church with me carrying Cali and Sharlyn carrying the baby stuffs.

Finally, we're at the church. About Cali? yeah, she's perfectly fine. I think. Ate Wendy, Ate Kim and Ate V took care of Cali. I was very shy because thay have to sacrifice for me. Their good hearts gave me the chance to experience God.

Cali was crying after an hour, I thought of going home many times. I don't know what to do. I pitied my niece for she was crying very loud. I can't concentrate on praying. So I ask mommy Emmy, and she said that Satan may be distracting me. I continued to listen to the pastor but I can still hear her crying. I prayed for Cali this time.

I can hear a soft sound of a bell. No more baby cries. My church mates managed to stop Cali from crying. I was relieved. Then the pastor called our attention for an imporatant announcement.

Go and make disciples of all nation. It's the main duty Christians. It is what Pastor Jon is asking for. He wants to keep our fire burning. He challenged every Christian in that function room to participate, he even ask those people to go infront.

Honestly at that time I was confused. I can't say If I am ready to disciple. So I decided to stay. But while everyone was praying I can feel the Holy Spirit within me. I can't stop crying. I was crying loud. I was praying like it's the first time I prayed. It's too hard for me to explain. What I felt was INDESCRIBABLE.
I was relieved from everything. I was perfectly happy.

After church I ask Mommy Emmy to write my name on the registration for discipling. I am mow ready to be used by God. :DDD

Saving Purity

Purity is something I never thought to be important until I became a Christian. For me, it is just an act that you are allowed to do after college. How liberated I was, at least after college huh hahaha

But now I consider Purity as valuable as Life. It is something you ought to save until marriage. The moment I realized its significance I became fascinated about it. Purity is a broad topic to discuss, every person has its own definition.

And now, I want to share my own rendition of Purity. Purity ofcourse is line with virginity. NO TO SEX. As they say, sex is a gift of marriage. Sex is an expression of love and that kind of expression is for your husband/wife ONLY. It is a priceless gift that you can offer to the the person you are going to live with for the rest of your life. A precious pearl indeed!!! Isn't it nice to discover new things with the one you love? Sharing things you can't forget for the rest of your life? This kind of purity is given only once and will never be back once it was wasted. Purity is worthy to save. I do save mine for my Penguin. :))

 Purity also comes at heart. A pure heart that is sincere and honest. What you say must be felt from the heart.
A pure love that is genuine which was bestowed by the Father of Love.

The dictionary says, purity is the absence of impurity in a substance or abstinence from vices and/or abundance of virtue. Let's free ourselves from impurities of worldly sins. Though its hard to repent from those things, I believe all things possible thru OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST.

Godbless to all the savers of purity out there. I may not define the word purity as it must be, I still conduct some sort of reseach about it. Thank you to Bestfriend Gelic, I will treasure the purity ring that we bought together.

getting Stonger

I remembered the first time I bravely tried to ride on a roller coaster... it was totaly a breath taking. But since I play the tough & no fear boyish girl in our peer I decided to sit on the first trunk of the roller coaster train. I am pretty sure back then that it was something beyond what i have tried in my life. As the engine starts, I was AFRAID, NERVOUS and EXCITED. I was shouting the whole time, I even shouted to death when the train stopped. It was a long waited three minute ride, but it was the best three minute of my life when I was in high school. I love adrenaline & adventure.

But a roller coaster ride at enchanted is far more different from a roller coaster ride when it comes to real life circumstances. Whenever I am asked to describe myself I only say one thing, "I am Strong" UNTIL I was tested. I felt that Ive been lying to everyone, Ive been lying to myself. I felt very weak & helpless. My family was misunderstanding each other. My studies was a failure. I am stressed like hell.

I dont want the picture of me crying. I hate crying. I dont want other people see me crying. I even questioned God why is He doing this to His believers. All of these hardships came at once, at a time I was building a close relationship with Him. But God made me realized three important lesson. First crying is not a sin. Second, there are people who loves me so much that I dont even noticed. And third is that He is in CONTROL of everything, I dont have to do anything but to have FAITH and BELIEVE because His thoughts are PERFECT.

And now I consider myself getting STRONGER. <3